About ten years ago, I launched a Holistic Life Coaching practice with the focus of helping people embrace self-empowerment. I learned and practiced several healing modalities like Theta Healing, Reiki, Sound and Crystal Healing, Oral Card reading, and Shamanic and Tantric Energies. As life went on I had the opportunity to experience different things in life: getting married, moving states, starting two other companies, traveling, etc. 

In 2019 I remember standing in the kitchen with my husband at the time and getting this strong sensation that a major shift was about to happen in mine/our lives. I didn’t fully understand it or know what it looked like but had a knowing that it was significant. This thought kept repeating over and over in my head “it’s time to learn and live from a place of unconditional love”

I was extremely excited by this thought and new change/evolution that was about to happen in my life. At the time I felt that my life was great and that it was only destined to get better. Little did I know what life had in store for me. 

My life is soooo different from what it was two and a half years ago, standing in the kitchen with my husband. I don’t know if I would say it’s “better”, because to say that would be saying that my life wasn’t great back then and it was. I was happily married, had a good amount of money in the bank, was finally traveling and seeing the world, I was going deeper into my personal development, and our businesses where expanding. It was a very abundant life and I was happy and in appreciation for it. But I felt like something was missing, like a part of me was missing, that maybe something was wrong with me. How could I want more, how was it possible that I wasn’t fully satisfied? 

It finally took:

• a World virus

• a divorce from my husband/best friend (I never thought this would happen)

• having my three dogs pass away in the same year

• losing our home

• having our businesses go into bankruptcy

• falling in love again and then having my heart broken again

• moving cross country two times

all in a span of a year and a half…. for me to FINALLY SURRENDER and start a deeper personal journey of truly discovering what my Inner Wisdom was trying to tell me.

I then spent 5 months fully dedicated to daily deep inner work, to truly Remember who I am and how I want to authentically live. 

This journey included:

• 1-2 hours of daily meditation for 2 months 

• 10 days in the Peruvian Jungle participating in Shamanic plant ceremonies 

• 5 days in a deep spiritual retreat in Denver

• Multiple rounds of the Dark night of the Soul

• Unraveling and redefining my definitions of love, happiness, joy, abundance, etc.

• Endless moments of releasing tears and feelings of anger, regret, shame, and guilt

• Sitting deep within my heart and being radically honest with myself of what I truly wanted out of life…

the list goes on! The journey was not an easy one but it definitely was a necessary one. One that I knew would lead me to TRUE freedom, self-love, self-compassion, and authenticity. 

Of course life will continue to happen. I will continue to evolve and feel the full spectrum of human emotions. I will have good days and bad days. But the difference now is that I’ve finally reached a place where I feel complete, free, aligned, connected, worthy, and loved. And it all comes from ME! From a deep connection and commitment to allowing my Authentic Self to ROEHR!